didn't go for tuition in the end cos i seriously had some difficulties travelling over to the tuition centre.
plus its raining, alright.
school today was pretty funny, took some pictures and i'll upload them tomorrow cos i'm expecting to take many photos tomorrow!
i'm excused from doing the cheer, so hopefully i can help video down our class do the cheer heh.
anyway yesterday night shiling called me and she sounded pretty upset cos she just got to know what happened to me
well to many out there as well, if you just happen to know about what happened to me please don't feel upset that you just got to know about it after so long, i don't want so many people to know actually.
anyway during PE did some reflections again.
the story is this. it just so happen that mr tan had sentenced me as ' student with napfa phobia'
not surprising, mr xuyuheng also sentenced me to that as well
it means, they feel that i'm acting out all this spinal problems just because i don't want to take napfa.
you should have listened to the way they say it. when yuheng maligned me i totally felt like crying. it was like, i'm already in such a bad situation, yet you still add salt to the wound?
especially yuheng. we've been friends for so long. yet he actually feels that i'm someone who will lie just to escape napfa? ( and you should really really listen to his tone. he sounded totally like an asshole.)
but as i said, today's PE was reflection time, so of course i've 看开about this ignorant people.
i was sitting on the stadium steps stoning when i saw this girl walking pass me, emo emo then two of her classmates walk pass her and say " skipping pe again? last week also skip, keep running away ah. hahahahahahaha..." and walks off.
the girl just look at her then emo emo walk away.
something must have happened to this girl as well. but anyway thats not the point
the reflection made today is that, sometimes we don't need everyone to understand what's going on. what for? count it as a blessing if you have friends who understand you and give you encouragement.
although leongying keep saying, ' what are friends for?' true, but friends are still not obliged to understand what you are facing now. so to those ignorant people, i've decided not to feel upset about what they say anymore, cos they don't understand, and i don't bother wanting them to understand.
alot of people told me this as an encouragement : everything happens for a reason.
so i've learnt to believe that i'm struck with this for a reason as well, just that i haven't seen and understand the reason.
and the day will come soon. hmm okay.
-end of reflection.
earlier on went to yuenlam's blog as well! hah its been ages since i last saw her, and somehow i miss her.
although i've interacted with her for only less than one year, but i do find her a pretty nice classmate.
okay national day celebrations tomorrow, stupid mri report tomorrow, and FIR CONCERT TOMORROW WITH JAM AS SPECIAL GUEST! yay;)
ciaos:D
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