Allons-y!

GOING TO SCHOOL LATER FOR DANCE PRAC.

okay i think i'm like in deep shit cos i've missed like X pracs and based on my learning ability and speed, i don't think i can catch up.

right so anyway, yesterday went out with leehuiling to bugis street!

found it weird to go there, cos everytime i go there just for lessons but yesterday was to shop

UNFORTUNATELY leehuiling doesn't seem to like bugis street. haha but got a pair of purple shorts haha

shall go there some time later again, to shop

right so anyway lately i'm back with my no-life kind of life.

its been POKEMON everyday and i'm getting for bored with it cos i'm left with 2 more badges to complete i think

the game says i'm spent around 13 hours but then it feels like more than 13hours.

went to read weiting and louis de blog.

I'M ENLIGHTENED

quotes from louis" do not invest your everything into just one aspect or you will have nothing to fall back on."

but one thing i'm for sure is that, if i AM investing, i'm not investing in just one aspect.

point is, i think i'm investing on far too much stuff.

i'm sure i'm investing in my studies

i'm sure i'm investing in band too.

but for band i know i didn't invest THAT much

its like. towards band, i feel i'm like just doing what i'm supposed to do. and self prac as well so as to reach higher something like that, but its just purely to reach higher, but not to reach the optimum peak. unless i feel the sense of urgency.

its not like, i will go self prac so as to add value to myself.

adding value, isn't that what it means by investing?

afterall isn't that the ultimate outcome we all want? to invest so as to earn back something.

but i know i'm not, and i won't be able to invest so much to band like going back to school to self prac every day, i'm not thinking about band every single minute, and i don't think i will join band in future unless there is someone who drags me along.(with consideration as well)

towards band, i still complain. yes i still do. i complain cos sometimes i don't like the feeling of spending so much time on it. but its not till the extend of slack. i do self prac at home okay

compared with louis and weiting, 我真是望尘莫及，但其实，也不觉得可惜和后悔。我也不想改变什么，而只想继续过着我目前这样的人生，因为我非常满意我现在所做的一切，满意我怎么安排我所谓的“投资”。

investing on relationships, yes thats anothing thing.

ANYWAY oceandrums.

such a pity, i've asked my dad to help me paint the box to baby blue but huiling say i don't have to play the ocean drums anymore so the box shall be kept at home haha.

too bad=) the box looks super cute!

anyway pictures will be uploaded another day

byebye=)