Allons-y!

i'm in a totally effed up mood now.

september holidays, shouldn't it be something happy?

ever since the starting of this year i've told my dad that i won't be able to go for any holidays overseas, i mean if its really urgent then 3 days maximum

i have alot of things that i 放不下, may it be studies or band or even sectionals.

yet just now he came to me and said ' sorry hor we are going to australia in your coming september holidays'

what a joke isn't it? it even takes a word sorry to tell me that we are going australia

what i meant is, he already knew that i couldn't be able, and wouldn't want to go to australia

who cares about the darn place.( i'm sorry amanda, no particular offence)

who cares about perth. ( i'm sorry amanda, yet again.)

and i was like, no i can't go. anyway i can manage everything myself, i can go to school myself anyway.

then he was like no cannot the whole family is going.

" but i have alot of stuff during the holidays that were pre-set already"

" but if you don't go the airtickets will be very expensive cos they come in a set of 5"

" why must you always use money to threaten me?"

and he walks off.

i'm no londer like a ten year old kid or in fact, i'm 15 already, and holding an IC even.

no rights to choose. no rights to say.

he? he already booked the tickets.