Horrible

Sianz.....Today,i had a quarrel with my friend...The same old friend again..Not the mad guy..Is the girl...Sianz...YEsterday,she called me to confirm the venue and the date we are going out..Then she even agreed that we go eat ***** together and we won't tell the other friend..and would leave together to eat that thing....Then today,my that the other friend msg me saying what he intends to do on that day...Then i told him that my that friend(for convinience,that friend i quarreled with would be addressed as star,the other friend of ours as cherrie and me as lemon)that star would be leaving with me..Then cherrie heard it,and said that he would persuade star to leave with him but notme because he wants to hug star...(boy hug girl=BGR)Then i say anything because i just can't be bothered with all the BGR's in my previous class...Sianz..then i immediately SMS star saying that pls rememebr to not tell cherrie that we are going to have **** ..The star replied saying that i didn't say we would be going to eat that thing without cherrie...I swear i did..Okay,in that case i feel very angry and depressed....It was like nobody in the world seems to have listened and rememebr what i said and only bothers to accuse and irritate me..I'm now seeing red....Sianz..Then i told star,in that case,u can consider whether u still want to go ou with me..At that moment,i thought that it was no point going out with her anymore..But it isn't very good for ME to say cancel the outing..So i said maybe she makes to decision,in that case the bad person would not be me but her..Hahaz...Then i staright away told my sis that if anybody calls me,simply say that i'm busy and don't wish to listen the phone.in MSN i block her...Hahaz..I think that i really feel very depressed...When there was still school,a lot of my friend took me as the priest in the cabinet in the church who would listen to thier problems and give them advise..Maybe i was too good..:p But,nobody thought of me,thinking that whether i as willing to listen to their probems..And i really feel very irritated..In school,i was kinda famous,but not all people noe,famous for knowing many people's secret...OK,that's very bad..Other people might guess correctly of the secret and accuse me that it was i who told them the secret..Or many people called and harrass me as they want to know other people's secret...I feel very irritated..Hiyz...Now,should i go to the outing or not..