Friday, January 25, 2008

omgosh i'm so tired now.

school, then band, then tuition, then vet, then home.

i just reached home. * look at time now *

and there is band tommorow!

perhaps planetyz has got a real lot of influence on me. cos there are so many feelings that are caused by planetyz

and i also feel that sometimes, i should learn from some other people and have moodswings as well

i don't see why should i be the stupid one receiving all the dumb moodswings from people around me and suffer like some dumb sheep.

oh i forgot, maybe that bitch might give me some universal warnings again. better not then.

lessons were as usual. band was really tiring cos it was like, in this enclosed hall with no doors opened, no aircon, no fan cos badminton having prac, no water. and it was so frustrating when i carn hear any shit at the back and all i can hear is stuff like:

"YOU...... LOUD.....TUBA.....NEXT.."

do you know how frustrating it is. i mean from the lousy environment and thats not all

i carn even hear properly. its like, i carn hear, yet i can hear some words and the mouth constantly moving. they make me so irritated and frustrated and i swear i near break my sticks cos i was like so damn angry

then went for chinese tuition.

then vet.

okay and home

band tommorow.

musart concert after that.

perhaps after the concert, i'll be free like what i aspire to be.

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